SO FUCKIN' HOSTIIILLEE

les théories quantiques n'ont évidemment pas trouvé de sens a ce grand jeu
contentons nous de choisir le notre

la solitude sa peut tuer
pourtant ce qui fait qu'un homme se sent fort et confiant
c'est ce qu'il est capable d'accomplir seul

trajectoires d'affection ou d'effroi
fuis-toi
tu te trouveras

si nous n'avions jamais été separés dans le temps et dans l'espace
de ceux avec qui nous avons eprouvé le plaisir d'etre ensemble
nous ne saurions pas ce qu'est aimer.

aimer est ce mouvement du coeur vers l'absent pour soulager en soi la souffrance de son absence
c'est la mise en pensées et en actes de la memoire des momments de sa presence,
c'est l'invention de moyens de communication avec cet autre, a distance,
c'est l'investissement des lieux, des temps, des objets temoins de ces rencontres qui servent de
support au lien symbolique.

le langage echangé avec l'autre, le souvenir des paroles dites, l'invention de paroles, pour
ressertir de sens les souvenirs que nous avons d'eux, creant un langage interieur.
le corps lui-memme devient, par certaines de ces perceptions,
occasion de reminiscence des autres. la souffrance de la separation ressentie en soi-memme,
et dont l'autre, de son coté, temoigne par-dela la distance et lorsqu'ils se retrouvent
fait que deux etres humains se sentent accordés en desir par la blessure de leur image du
corp qui, pour chacun d'eux, est referée dans l'inconscient a l'absence de cet autre
dont son coeur a souffert

How much more can you possibly take ?
How many battles can you lose in one day ?
Who is the source of all your pain
And how do you ever plan to be unrestrained ?
How much longer ?
How much more ?
Until you gain some self respect.
For once, just stand the fuck up and fight!
Confront and shatter everything that stands in your way.
Every burden every source of strife.
TEAR IT DOWN
Every cage every fucking vice.
TEAR IT DOWN
Distorted notions of who you are.
TEAR IT DOWN
Imposed values and beliefs.
TEAR IT DOWN
TEAR IT DOWN NOW

Facing what consumes you is the only way to be free.
Released from those poisonous fears.
Resurrected once and for all.
You want me to hold my tongue
Then why the fuck am I here ?
You want me to bottle my rage
Cause you never had the heart to say what I say.
My life, my body, my pride.
You have no opinion, no right.
I've built myself nothing like you.
My refusal is my way of life.
Doubt me, Hate me
You're the inspiration I need
My life, my body, my pride
You have no say
My life, my body, my pride
You don't have say
Facing what consumes you is the only way to be free.
Though I'm still far from perfection.
I stay relevant, I'm still vigilante.
I have so much more to say.
I have so much more to fight for.
I've used your lack of inspiration.
As my awakening, its my ability to live forever
By my own command.
To be vehement, remain confident.
Doubt me, Hate me
You're the inspiration I need
You're all the inspiration I need.
Your doubt, it fuels me.
Your hate, it drives me.
The challenge ignites me.
You make me fight harder

If you don't live for something, You'll die for nothing.

Another memory and I'm asking myself
How can I let the past be the past.
Once and for all take a hold of the future
And not let it control what I aspire to have.
I see where my decisions have brought me
What's done is done and it's time to start again
Can't let it tear me in two waste me away
I gotta believe
Cause this is now
How can I change tomorrow if I can't change today.
This is now
If I control myself I control my destiny.
What I've seen and what I've been through has made me who I am
There was a time in my life where I had no desire to carry on
I couldn't see a place for me or a will to survive
I never thought to rely on myself or the beliefs that I have denied
But this is now
How can I can change tomorrow if I can't change today
This is now
If I control myself I control my destiny
If I control myself I control my tomorrow
I got to change today
Cause this is now
How can I change tomorrow if I can't change today.
I must control myself if I 'm to control my destiny.
Cause this is now.
Cause this is now
How can I change tomorrow if I can't change today.
This is now
If I control myself I control my destiny

SOME WARS MUST BE FOUGHT ALONE
Am I the only one standing in my way ?
Am I my own merciless enemy ?
Can I stare back looking deep into death's gaze
Can I turn and face myself and the knowledge of would shouldn't be ?

To look into my heart was to look into hell
Controlled by the voice of fear I was completely overwhelmed
So concerned with the things I could never change
Now I must assure to never fulfill that prophecy

I must attain
Supremacy, of mind
Supremacy, of body
Supremacy, of spirit
Supremacy, of self

The war you want is the war I'm willing to give
Farewell to all the disbelief suspend in the depths

To look into my heart was to look into hell
Controlled by the voice of fear I was completely overwhelmed
So concerned with the things I could never change
Now I must assure to never fulfill that prophecy

I must attain
Supremacy, of mind
Supremacy, of body
Supremacy, of spirit
Supremacy, of self